I decided to start this blog for two simple reasons. One, this is cheaper than therapy, and two, I can blah blah blah and yadda yadda yadda and nobody HAS to hear me. You can chose to move on to the next blog. It's a win win for the both of us, yes?
I guess I shall start somewhere in the beginning, although i'm not quiet sure where that is. I guess it would be appropriate to share a little bit about myself so that you have a better understanding of who I am. First and for most, I am a wife and mother. My husband and I have been together for almost seven years and married for almost two. My son is a happy nine month old who fills my heart with joy every second of every day. I am a 27 year old college graduate and have lived in the same city my whole life. I am probably the single most boring human being you will ever know. I enjoy staying at home and watching my TV shows or reading a book. I seriously don't like people. I know, I know, "how can you not like people?" It's real easy, I promise you. I am currently on an antidepressant (Lexapro) to help battle my PPD (post-partum depression) and my PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). Wait, wait wait a minute. Did you just say PTSD? Yes, yes I did. How is that possible, you ask? Well, I may share that some other time.
I don't have many friends. That's just a sad fact in my life right now. It's mainly because I don't trust people and when I do finally break down and start to trust, I trust the wrong ones and end up being used and hurt. I've recently just lost a whole handful of online friends that I thought I was really close with. That hurt. But, that's life, I guess.
Well, as of right now it's the middle of the night and I know my little man will be up before i'm ready. So, for now, good night.
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